Christian’s Baggage. #21

I mess up quite a bit I don’t need subtle reminders of how broken I am. This pain never goes away, and I just go through life as tired as ever. No one understands me and I feel that no one will until they’ve been abandon, broken and picked themselves up every single time after. I haven’t harmed myself in some time now, and I do not know how much longer I can withstand the urges. I feel like the weight is only lifted when you show me love.